There are days when I have dark anxiety clouds over my head, raining thoughts of should and should nots, self doubts and guilt, soaking my hair with negativity and weighing my head down eyes to the ground, arms hanging limp, useless. Then there are days when God breaks through with the dawn, and the light of truth shines down on me and I am free. I am reminded that I have been free, that he who God has set free is free indeed, and I will dance on the beach with my head lifted to the light of the one who created me, arms towards to sky in rhythm and I will know that he is pleased.